Love taking this.. :)

1. How late did you stay up last night?-- not that late.. Coz i was not feeling okay last night.

2 . What was the first thing you thinkthis morning?-- anong oras na? What day is today and what are the things that should be done today.

3 . Is the person you have a crush onolder or younger than you?-- younger.. waaaaaaaaaaaaa

4. What did you do yesterday?-- slept all morning, went to skul in the school and styed there until night.

5. What do you hope to do this week?-- PROJECTS as in PROJECTS.. :((

6. Do you think you will be in a newrelationship 3 months from now?-- nopez.. :P

7. Do you own something that cost morethan $100?-- yepz..

8. Have you ever told someone of theopposite sex you loved them and meantit?-- yupz..I don't say it if I don't mean it. :P

9. How's your heart lately?-- blooming.. haha..

10 . What were you doing this morningat 8am?-- it's still 7:22 to be axact

11 What were you doing this afternoonat 12pm?-- it's still morning..

12. Have you ever talked to someonewhen they were high?-- :)).. lol.. =)) yupz.. and she acted so absurd.. hahaha

13. Have you ever cried while taking ashower?-- hmm.. nopez.. I take my showers after I cry pra d xado halata.. lol

14. What were you doing at 12am lastnight?-- slept

16 . Have you ever, in any way, beenbetrayed by someone you trusted?-- hmm.. yes!

17 . Is there anything that you arecraving for right now?-- fully loaded pizza by gw wid shyan.. I missed it!

18 . Where did your last hug takeplace?-- sa haus.. when me and shyan fought and almost end up our relationship..

19 . Do people ever make stupidmistakes when spelling or saying yourname?-- always.. coz my name is spelled uniquely.. Sharmayne even my nick.. it's Shamai not shamay.. hehe

20 . Have you ever started a sentencewith "No offense, but..."?-- yepz..

21 . Do you drink tea?-- yepz.. i love it especially when it's iced.. :P

22 . Did you ride in someone else'scar today?-- nopez..

Secret

This blog was supposed to be a confidential blog but since I don't want to keep anythimg, I will make this public.

Earning through Writing

I used to express my feelings through blogging. I also love to surf the Internet all day long just for fun. Later I realized that I was just wasting my time as well as money for nothing.

One time, my friend shared to me that she earned money online through blogging and I saw her browsing blogvertise. And asked her about this website then she told me that I can earn money just through blogging. I also asked her if it's reliable and it was said that it's reliable and user friendly.

When I checked the website, at my very first visit, it was user friendly and very attractive. So, I gave it a try. Now, I'm still on the start of adventure with this site and I hope I can earn money while having fun.

HE PULL MY HAIR

I hate to judge people by their imperfection because I myself is not perfect. But I just can't avoid doing it because of their own doings. Quite confusing?

Actually last Saturday, which was January 19,2007, I went to the school early for our so called meeting in debate. Later, when i finished my lunch, I went to ITRZ which I think it's like a so called internet cafe for the students and personnel. Anyway, I really asked permission from the staff if I could stay inside the laboratory or cafe. And they said yes. so I stayed inside. Now, I sat on one of the computer tables and start reading the book which I borrowed in the library prior that moment.

One of the staffs approached me and talked to me in english coz he said he was practicing english so that his english skilss will improved in which I appreciate. I was like an Ate to him, coz I was sharing the knowledge that I have on what he was doing and I actually endorsed the book that I was reading. He borrowed and read it. Later, he shifted his like coz I already get the book coz I have to study. So he proceeded to his programming assignment and turned on the computer. After a few moments, he was called by someone to do an errand. So he went out, but before he went out, I asked permission to him(her) if I could used the computer that he was using. I can't remember if he declined but as far as i can remember, I really requested from him(her) in a nice way. But instead of replying in a very human way, HE REALLY PULLED MY HAIR and pretended that nothing happened. I was really shocked and just look at him. I just can't believed that he pulled my hair. My mother didn't do that to me ever even my friends. And him, who was just a newly reconciled friend pulled my hair! HE was so FEELING CLOSE. By the way he is a scholar in the school not because of grades but because of working scholar in which I'm not looking down on to.

On what he have done, I just can't help criticizing him. I'm really sorry but I think you don't deserved to be respected. You act like an animal and uneducated. Dude, this is already city. Sorry...

Because of what he had done, I really asked from the different personnel in school on how to kick a working scholar out. Because of what he had done, it was an ANIMALISTIC ACT in which it should not be tolerated and should be put into it's right place.

Do you think Im doing the right thing?

It sucks!

I just can't believe that I'm that stupid! In a way that I just can't resist to view this person's friendster profile. Maybe because I'm insecure to this person, hmmm maybe because this person doesn't like me and wondering why this person deosn't like me?


What should i do to overcome this feeling? HElp!

Damn...

I just can't reseist to look at the pictures of this person. This preson really disturbs me. I just don't know why. Am I insecure? Maybe.. because this person is smart, tall and flawless which all of those can't be found in me. Damn! Why am I born like this! help!

My first entry

I just can't believe that I just created this blog because of my anger! I'm so depressed! I'm so sad and I'm so doubtful. About what? Well, It's about my boyfriend.

Actually, here's the story. The other night, I called using my mom's phone because I was really worried about him. He wasn't able to text that he was already home. Because his last text that time was when he was on the motor on his way home. Since then he didn't text me. I was damn worried about him . So, as what i said, I called him using my mom's number. when the phone rang, i was so excited that he was going to answer my call. When the phone was answered there was someone who said "hello" and it was a girl. I was so shocked! So i just said "May I speak with Bryan" and the girl just kept on saying "sino 'to?"(Who's this?). I didn't know what to do so I ended the call. I checked the number thinking that i dialled it incorrectly but the number was right. I called the number again and it was something like it was cannot be reached. I attempted to call again ang it rang, then he answered the call. I was already crying. He asked me why I was crying and told him everyhting that when I first called him, a girl answered his phone and he told me that there was no girl in his house except for his mom and his mom didn't answer the call.

Now, everything is so fishy! I just don't know in which to believe. My own experience or his explanations. Or do you think there's something wrong with the network? My mom's network is globe and I called a sun cellular network.*sigh*